I’m detoxing

..from my vibrator.

Note: This post is about my sex life.  If you’re uncomfortable with that, quit reading now.

In the past, I had a high sex drive. I learned how to pleasure myself. Having grown up in a home that taught that it was inappropriate made me refrain from masturbating till I was about 19 years old. Once I discovered it I was in love. I could have sex with my partners and get myself off whenever I wanted to. It was great.

Moving to the present… mid 20s. I was faced with a diemma. I was starting to lose sensitivity in my neather regions. I was choked. How was I supposed to feel pleasure? Was it part of aging? Was I broken? I compensated by buying a high powered USB rechargeable egg shaped vibrator with 6 different settings.  I was set.

My partner at the time wasn’t hot on the idea. She kept getting upset that she wasn’t able to please me any other way. We used to have fights about it. She blamed my vibrator.  I got mad. But ultimately she was right. Who could compete with a vibrator that vibrated at 1000th speed as fingers or a tongue?

Fast forward to the present, I have had troubles with sensitivity and pleasing myself. I dodmt wamt to admit my vibrator might have something tp dowith my issue. My most recent ex was chatting with my girlfriend about this issue. My ex said “Take the thing away from her if you want things to improve in that area.” So my girlfriend did.

The first few days were tough.  I went through withdrawals. Several times during the day, I wished that I had my vibrator because I couldn’t feel pleasure any other way and my sex drive was high. But now thar I’ve detoxed, I’m pleased to say that sensitivity has returned and I am not broken.

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3 thoughts on “I’m detoxing

  1. I just could not live without my vibe now, I think. But I do get what you mean. They are very addictive. I do not go as hard at it as it sounds like you did, so not sure about the desensitisation part. But we are all different, and this abstaining seems to be working for you….good luck.

  2. Okay!
    Um this was a well. Um. Lol.
    Why am I getting awkward.
    Kmt. Mainly yes, it coincides with what I say. Masturbating has more side effects to girls than guys. Cuz girls imagine more. But I am not getting into that. My advice to you is figure out a rhythm with a human partner. Your likes youyour dislikes and all that jazz. Lay it out on the table and just shimmy it into ure sex life.
    ^_^

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